Trying to Conceive After Miscarriage/Loss August/September 2009

[Anila]

wow Kyra thats awesome news congratualtions..


chicky, o hunni, hang in there, im hoping it will all be ok,

sending sticky vibes to u both!!

[Tanya]

Congrats Kyra!!! I hope that line gets stronger!!

[milly5]

Hi ladies!

Sammy - how are you going hon?

Chickybabe - I am so thinking of you and keeping everything crossed for you.

Sunbeam - I hope the break does you well, and you are back with a BFP before too long.

Kyra - congrats!!

AFM - AF was four days late. I started to get very excited. I only had 2 HPTs left, and I had done one 2 days before AF due because I was feeling "different" to say the least. I was hoping that Sod's Law/Murphey's law may have been on my side - falling pg on the month we actually stopped really trying and after being told it would take much longer than originally thought (because of the meds). So I tested 2 days before AF and BFN. But then still no AF. So DH and I decided that we wouldn't get our hopes up, that we would hang out until at least Fri to test, just to be sure. But alas, huge cramps this evening and just and passed a huge big clot. Guess I know that I'm not pg. Just wish I had of tested to have known if it was a chem pg or just AF being a cow and playing tricks on my body. Don't suppose it makes any difference. *sigh*. I was just hoping that I might just might have got the BFP this month, because if I did, then bub would be born before my 38th birthday - 37 sounds so much better than 38 for being a first time mum. But hey, I'll take anything. I'm just worried we won't get one kid in, let alone two - Ideally would have loved three but can't see than happening anymore.

[sunny09]

Just lurking trying to calm my nerves before tomorrows scan.....just want to see a heartbeat and for some reason I DON'T think I will. Call it a hunch.

Wanting to see how everyone is.
Glad to read ur in good spirits my dear cherished and ferrals
Coco, you've been a little quiet.......miss ya!
Hope ur doing well Sunbeam, Sammy and Chickybabe.
Congrats Kyra

Not thinking 100% clearly right now. Speak to you all tomorrow im sure.

[ferrals4]

Sunny-my sweet my thought's will be with you tomorrow i hope to god everything is ok and you see your little bub i will be at work from 11 until 6 so i will be hanging to get home to find out how you went.

[eliselouise85]

Evening all,
Kyra WOO HOO hopefully that line gets darker for you and you get a very sticky bub, like i said to you earlier, dont give up till AF shows up! And she hasnt YAY!!!
Chickybabe hope everything is ok for you and it is maybe just implantation bleeding. Is it heavy or just spotting like last time? Keep us posted, your in my thoughts.
Sunny i will be thinking of you tomorow and praying for you to see a heartbeat, stay strong hunny!
Milly bloody AF why does she always have to show up unannounced, shes not nice at all, theres still hope that you can have to bubs, lots of people have babies late in life now

Better get going, my laptop is running out of battery and im too lazy to go and get the power cord
Hello to everyone else and talk soon

[Jahzara]

Hi Ladies !

Sorry to post and run like i did but i freaked out and shut the computer down.
DH came home from work and when my mum got here we went up to the ED. Have been home about 20 mins....
Gee it was busy !

Have had a blood test and get the reults tomorrow. I have to ring in the morning and find out what time i have an ultrasound appt.
Thankfully all the staff were great.

Last time (Monday and Tuesday) i had a light brown discharge and cramping. This time i have pinky red blood and cramping - a tiny bit on my pad, mainly on the toilet paper when i wipe after doing a wee.
Cramping is on and off and my back is quite sore.
So basically - i am none the wiser but i am not at all confident - i really feel that this time it just wasnt meant to be - no matter how badly i want it to be !

I had a complete meltdown at the ED checking in counter - couldnt stop crying.
I still have symptoms but i guess thats still normal until its definitely over.

Thankyou for thinking of me - i will let you know how i go tomorrow.

xoxoxox

[Jahzara]

KYRA !

CONGRATULATIONS



xoxoxox

[TinaR]

CB: I have my fingers crossed your results all come back fine and that you hav ea very sticky bub. Like others have said, alot of women have early preg bleeding but a sticky preg, you really deserve this bub so I am praying for you

Sunny: Can't wait for you to log on and tell us your bubs amazing strong heartbeat and how you cried at seeing it I know I cried when I saw my bubs! It is so amazing

[zstar]

hi girls

kyrawolf - CONGRATS!!!!!! Awesome news

chickybabe - hang in there. i'm with you - just hasn't gone to red blood yet.

i started getting the same brown discharge yesterday that i started with when i m/c last time. still here today. doc sent me for blood test yesterday and should get results soon. what the f is going on! my morning sickness wasn't around yesterday but i feel a bit off again today. i'm 8wks 5 days and just heard the heart beat on monday. i guess being on this site you know it does happen but you never really think it will happen to you twice! eating lots - only thing that is helping me emotionaly. far out!

[Sparkles]

morning,
Sunny -thinking of you today, let us know how you go
Chickybabe- hang in there, i;m sure everything is fine and bubs is just settling in.
Kyra- congrats hun.

AFM - been a bit down the last few days. I''m just like i don't want to able to drink alcohol, i don't want to be able to eat soft cheese & deli meats...i just want to be pregnant!!! been seeing & talking to heaps of pregnant people in the last week and i guess it's just the green eyed monster coming out, seeing what they have, i want it to. I think it's just cause i'm coming up to O time and i can't try and it's getting me down and i;m sooo emaotional, i'm typing this crying!! Anyway i'll be right and hopefully we will all get what we want really soon. Sorry for the sooky la la post, they just pop out every now and then!!
thinking of you all

[LondonMiss]

Sparkles - i really feel for you, I'm in exactly the same place. I feel like every single person in the street is pregnant or pushing a baby. One of my best friends is due to give birth on Monday - they weren't trying and at first she was very ambivalent about being pregnant - and I have told DH he can take the gift. I'm just too upset to do cooing. I don't understand why some days I'm totally ok and resigned and get the whole nature doing the right thing, and other days I want to punch people randomly and sound like I've got Tourrettes and walk the dog muttering swear words...

I hope you are feeling better x

[eliselouise85]

Kyra has that line gotten any darker today hun, i so hope it has for you.
Sparkles i know how you are feeling ive been having a really down week this week, not too sure why but have been very emotional and cranky and just dont want to see or talk to anyone. I too think im coming up to o tme so that could be it, who knows. Keep your chin up hun and hopefully youll get your sticky bundle really soon.
zstar hopefully you get some good news with your blood test results today, let us know how you go.
Chickybabe good luck with the test results today, hopefully they are good news for you and this is a really sticky bub.

AFM i have a question to ask. Ive never had ovulation pain before that i know of but yesterday and today i have had some pain lower in my abdomen but only on one side at a time. Is this likely to be ovulation pain or just something else maybe?? Also with temping what is considered a temp rse when ovulating?? Thought i might try the OPKs and temping to see if this helps.
Hope evryone is having a good week, nearly the weekend YAY, so sick of work this week it has been an absolute nightmare.
Talk soon

[sunny09]

Houston.......WE HAVE A HEARTBEAT!!!!
Measuring to date, actually now due a day BEFORE my birthday, NOT my actual birthday! Heartbeat was LOUD and STRONG!
THANK YOU everyone, for all your kind words and thoughts, they've paid off for DH and I!

[eliselouise85]

WOO HOO Sunny that is awesome news, you and DH must be absolutely over the moon

[snugglybean]

Sparkles - hunny, I have been thinking of you this week, knew I should have PM'd you! Hope you are OK.

Kyra - have you done a test? I'm assuming yes, and it's a bfp, and that's why you haven't been online - because you are dancing naked in your backyard with excitement (my imagination is awesome!)

Sunny - can't wait to hear how your scan went! Fingers crossed that all is well.

chicky and zstar - sticky vibes your way. Thinking of both of you, and hoping your littlies pull through!

AFM - had my blood test today. Was less upset about it than normal - I normally cry on the way there or the way home. I think because I was having the day off today anyway, so the test isn't an interruption today. The folk at Pathology were so nice, they know me quite well now. I'll call soon to get my results - trying to hold off until 12. Went to see the EPAU while I was there, the gynae happened to be free so I had a quick chat, she seems very pleased with how my levels have been going. There will certainly be a party when I get the all-clear!

[snugglybean]

Sunny that's AWESOME! Woohoooooooo!

Let's hope that good news comes in fours today! (kyra for bfp, chicky for sticky baby, zstar for sticky baby and sunny with awesome baby!)

[Jahzara]

I am back from the hospital -

Had an ultrasound - just a normal one not internal. Could see a tiny black spot that she said could be a pregnancy but too hard to tell at this stage.
Then went and got my BT results - quite low level of 248. I am 4 weeks but they said by 5 weeks they expect them to be between 1000 and 9000. Cant see that happening at this stage.

Feeling really sad !

I go back Monday morning regardless of the outcome. If i dont miscarry over the weekend then i have a BT at 9.30am and an appt at the Preganacy assessment unit at 11am. If i do miscarry then i still go at 11am so they can monitor me.

I feel like a zombie - very tired and emotional. Going to have a Nanna nap when DS#3 goes to bed.

So now i wait !
Thanks for thinking of me ladies !

xoxox