4th m/c & feeling ticked off!

[toomanyshoes]

It has been ages since I last posted, so many new faces.

Well I just had my 4th miscarriage 2wks ago and we?re back to TTC. Well I am, still talking the DH into it.

I?m really quite ticked off with him at the moment. We had a fight around the time of the miscarriage and now he?s saying he doesn?t want to try again because of all that. He promised me he was sure he wanted to keep trying and then throws this I?m my face. It wasn?t even discussed! We were in bed and the 1st thing I knew about not trying anymore is when he went to put a condom on!

To make matters worse he?s had a slight infection on the end of his you know what and dared to ask me if I had cheated on him!! I said no and pointed out that at his request we?ve been using condoms. I?ll kill him if he?s done something.

Well fingers crossed everything is just a little messed at the moment and will settle down and be back on track.

The move to NSW wasn?t the perfect thing we had hoped for and I?m feeling completely lost!

So frustrated about so many things and seeing pregnant women EVERYWHERE! And everywhere is having baby sales and everyone is pushing little babies around!

I feel like hitting my head on the wall!

Anyway thought I would just vent some frustration.

[~mummyof4~]

hugs.. it must be hard when the communitcation isnt happening..

i am so sorry for your loss as well
im sorry i dont have anything more constructive to add!!

[csab]

I am so sorry for all your losses sweetie, and I hope your DH will come around again in regards to TTC. Have the DR's been able to give you a reason for all the m/c's? I truly hope the next time you get a BFP it will be the one that comes home to you. Many I hope all works out for you hunni. TC.