If anyone felt hurt by anything I added, I am apoligizing officially.
Al I was hoping to do was make information about my treatment available. I have cried and waited and made phone calls and begged for information that was not easily avaiable .
This all started as I sat there waiting for my 2 nd transfer.I met a very kind woman who touched me deeply. She has been with my IVF doctor for 11 cycles ! She is patiently waiting for her mracle. She told me her husband has had it nd if this one doesn't work ,they have to move on. This broke my heart.I actually sat there wishing for her that this one will work instead of me.She really deserved it.What she mst have been through.I felt lik a big baby crying a bit and feling sorry for myself after failure #1 ...This was for her # 12.
She told me she was happy with doc.Me too she's awesome. She then said her protocol had not changed much if at all from the beginning..Our doctor did no additional testing etc. She just reassured her of her years in md school and her successes and that she shold be patient.She said she was sure it was her age...5 years younger than me. How sad.This lovely woman blamng herslf.
It was then that I decided that I could not sit by passively and accept no further investigating.Not o.k. to deny any basic tests done to see if there's anything else... I did move on and found somone who listened and agreed to check for possible culprits.
I absolutely respect whatever decision anyone makes with their plan. THIS is the right way for me. I need to give this all I have.
If anyone wants to get the names and whatever else I have found locally,please e-mail me . I wish this information had been made available to me so I could weigh all sound and medically sound option.
I am not abl to PM or anything else for some reason .My e-mail is in one of the above posts. Good luck everyone.
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