[Loula]

Hi everyone! firstly sorry i have been absent! so much happening, i have had five late nights with work (starting at 7am and finishing at 9pm!) and also a job interview in the mix of things, i don't think i got the job (a first for me) but wasn't really looking IYKWIM? I was called and told i should apply, but when i got there so much was going through my mind, should i change? i am with a great organization who is very passionate about early years education! so in a way i am happy the decision will be made for me IYKWIM? but i still haven't heard either way. and its been a week so i will call on Monday.

WLAB wtg with EPU just around the corner! sending you lots of growing vibes for Tuesday!

To everyone who has had success lately congratulation and best wished, to everyone cycling good luck.

As for the professor, all my test came back clear, which also i dont know if that is good or bad? if there was something that she found it may have been my answer IYKWIM? i am still waiting on one more test but will let you know how i get on.

We are going to TTC again soon as i want to do another stim before next year and i still have 6 frosties left and so far they have thawed at 100% but im not holding out hope for any of them yet. feeling a bit negative about all this TTC again, its very daunting.

also just found out that a friend back in the UK has died, what makes it all seem so weird is that now you find out this news on FB! feeling like the emotion is detached a little.

Thank you for thinking of me in my absents