[mummy2chloe]

hey all

infinity, i am currently doing my 2nd ivf cycle, my first one was cancelled due to not enough eggs, so we triggered and fell pregnant with a miracle,but lost it at 9 wks its 6 mths since the miscarriage and i feel that maybe i have moved on to soon, i am having alot of doubts and feeling guilty. but i know that if i dont do it now we wouldnt have the money later. with the first ivf i was excited and happy and didnt care how sick i was feeling from all the side effects but this time round i am really struggleing and i will be brutally honest, i am NOT excited, i am NOT happy, instead i am scared, worried and sick of feeling sick! i mean i have my days where i think its great and everything will be fine, but then i have other days where i think to myself "what am i doing" i must be crazy wanting to go through all of this again. but i think this is just part of the ivf journey. just know that whenever you do start your 2nd round, i will always be here if you need to talk

Mspink - hope you are have a nice holiday rest up and enjoy hun xxx

hey dutchie80 & cuddlepie and anyone else i have missed, hope you are all doing well?

AFM- not alot happening here, started syneral yesterday morning and have only a few days left of the pill ( thank god) do any of you know if its ok for me to play sport up until EPU? its only tennis and i play every monday night? once we get close to epu i will stop playing but i am not to sure if its ok if i still play now when i am only on the pill and syneral? i was planning on playing tonight and come off court when its time for me to have a sniff,wait fewminutes then return to the court? do you think that will be ok? 10/15 mins should be plenty of time for the syneral to absorb in do you think?