A little update from me...
Hysteroscopy is scheduled for next Thursday 18th June to remove the submucous fibriod, appearantly I was reassured that this is not a big procedure, so I feel more relaxed about it now and just hope to leave it behind as soon as possible.
DH & I also went to see Dr S again yesterday to discuss the 'Immune suppressive treatment' plan and this will more likely to be used coinside with a stim down-reg cycle. So yes, we've pretty much have made the decision to do the next cycle with Dr S. The reason is just too obvious to ignore and we just have to try this, even it means we have to give up a few things we already felt comfortable with SIVF, such as locations, admin etc etc. I guess going to Marubra is not the end of the world for EPU and TF if that can give me a baby. The only thing I hope is IVFA will do procedures on weekend/public holiday etc. Just need to find out this...Otherwise, I know I am in good hands, FS is one of the most loved doc on BB, so I don't have any concern there....
The treatment will more likely to be Predinsion and clexane starting first day of FSH, Dr S said there is no need to start prior to the cycle and he said its best to minimize the length of the drug on me as its not a happy drug. He'd rather used it when there is the best chance of conception.
Timing wise I am thinking maybe August/September. I am not even in that hurry like I was just a few weeks ago, I guess something inside of me has changed and mind-power can do wonders. I refuse to use my age to be against myself and become a source of stress. My situation hardly changed in the last few weeks (only older) but I feel more calm rather than un-settled about my future. Bring whatever comes, I will happily accept. Thanks for the Dusty's recommendation of the book "choosing happiness'.
So before the next cycle starts, there will be lot of relaxation, meditation, reading and enjoying life to do...Thanks for all your input when I felt most desperate, I feel now I am able to float up the top and breath more easily now. I just can't do all these without knowing you are all there, so Thank you!