[Sara69]

Thanks for your support CPie &Julie

You know there is not really any other option for me since I haven't got a child - just thought this morning if I already had one I'd be out of here as fast that you wouldn't see my tail lights. It's kind of a really destructive thing to do to yourself going through this process - may however all be worth it if it works out. Or is it?

So will probably ask my FS some questions on how to deal with empty follicle syndrom, check if flare cycle would be a better option than antagonist for me and then go in for FSH check in four weeks. Already started back on DHEA and CQ10.

If I am not convinced with the answers from my FS to my questions I may go and get a second option, probably to Dr Lok or possibly check out Monash IVF. So I may give myself at least one more go with my own eggs and investigate donor eggs in between, may look at that if the next cycle does not work out.

But in this case will probably take a long break first, have a holiday somewhere interesting and if the Safety Net goes all bets are off obviously.

One more thing - the girl collecting my bloods this morning is someone I had a few times and really got on well with - she told me she had been made redundant! SIVF has a restructure and sacked 22, employing 15 new staff, really hope this doesn't affect any of the other nurses that I really like. Very angry about it, as if they wouldn't already make enough money on all this - putting poeple out on the street in this economic climate because of a restructure is very bad form indeed.

Sara