Hi again, well our BT is tomorrow but I'm not feeling very positive about it. Was actually feeling veryu positive and had a deep seated feeling that this cycle had worked until about a week ago. Last wed we received a letter from clininc summarizing our cycle. We got five eggs, 3 of which fertilized with ICSI and on day4 all were going well. One was a little ahead of the others and it was this one that was transferred back. They said they would keep growing the other two embies for a day or two and then assess them re freezing but the embryologist was quite positive that they would make it to frezzing. Sadly the letter told us that neither were suitable for freezing. At that time my positive outlook shifted and I thought that if those two didn't make then the one in me was unlikely to have.. not particulary rational I know. Anyway, have had numerous symptoms including extreme tiredness, very sore BB's, some nausea and some cramping BUT all these can be attributed to the evil crinone. ON sun (when
AF was due) I POAS and it was aclear BFN, no hint of any second line at all. Felt even less like this one has worked. the only positive thing is that
AF has not arrived (and is never usually late) but that called also be the crinone. Also tonight when I took my bra off BB still sore but less so (which is what usually happens just before
AF). Sorry about the rant, was not intending such a blah post. Will let you lnow what happens with BT tomorrow